Wednesday, May 14, 2014

BLOOM! a new Mystery Sock Knit-A-Long! Welcome to Week 1!

Spring is for flowers, sunshine, and all things that grow and change. In honor of Spring, I'm hosting a KAL (knit-a-long), my first ever Mystery Sock!

 Bloom! Official MKAL pattern page!

The sock design will be released in 4 parts, 4 "clues" with one new clue a week. Those who joined the group and posted a picture of their intended yarn will receive the pattern for free. Those who want to wait and see if this pattern is for them, can still receive the pattern at a great discount. It's only $1 for the first week, $2 for the second week, $3 dollars for the third week and finally full price after the last clue is released.

The inspiration for this MOCK (Mystery Sock) is blooming Hyacinths. Hyacinth Jane was one of the names on my short list had Hawthorne been born a girl. I love nature names, and I'm often inspired by nature for my designs (or geek literature, or both..Peeta Socks were designed to look like wheat, but were inspired by the Peeta character from The Hunger Games).

Each week, I'll post some tricks and tips and advice here on my blog to go with the MKAL. I hope you can all play along. I'm really excited about this.

Oh, and there will be prizes. I plan on giving out mini prizes each week with a grand prize drawing to happen at the end of the KAL. I will be offering up YARN, and COFFEE or TEA and CHOCOLATE! as well as free prize sets of patterns, including copies of my new Everdeen ebook, which is about to be updated with a new mitt pattern to fill out the set and a plus size for the cowl!

So get your yarn ready, free up your needles, and help me welcome Spring as we transition into summer and knit up a fun pair of socks! Yay socks!

Monday, March 24, 2014

ORF, KAL, OMG and other acronyms

Greetings all!

Sorry for the taking so long to update with a new post. 

So its that time of year again. The Oakland Running Festival just finished this weekend for the 5 time on Sunday. It was my 4th time running it, but my first time running it as a pacer. Here I am with my co-Pacer Amy. We headed up the 2:20 min pace group. Last year I ran this event 4 months pregnant and finished around 2:04. I wanted to take it easy this year, and since I was still recovering when I started the training program, I decided to pace the 11 min mile group. I was lucky in that I had a great, fun group of people to pace. Many of the people I helped train decided to run with me on race day too as their pacer. I felt so honored that they trusted me to help them achieve their race day goals. I really enjoyed participating in an event as a volunteer in this way. I've always raced my half marathons to see how fast I can go. I've never run one with the goal of helping others first, and thinking of myself last. It gives me a whole new perspective to the sport. 

 Charlotte also participated this year in the kids run for her second year in a row. She really enjoys these runs, and I think I may start taking her to the kids runs during the 4th Sunday runs at Lake Merritt put on my my running club LMJS. I never get to see her run, because the half marathon starts RIGHT BEFORE the kids race :(.

According to Daddy, she ran the little kids run (for the under 7 crowd) and then asked him "so when do I get to run?" apparently she didn't realize the race was over and she had completed it. I think maybe she might need to do the big kids race (1/4 mile instead of 150 meters) next year. In a couple of years, maybe we'll run the 5K together. My crazy speedy girl...

This year she took a picture with a mermaid. I think this is an improvement over last year's Raiderette...
OKAY, enough with running, onto knitting! So I have a lot going on right now in my knitiverse. 
  • Firstly! I am having a huge sale in my Ravelry shop on all of my patterns until the end of the month. So you have until MONDAY to get 25% off of everything.
  • Secondly! I am having a KAL (knit-a-long) over in my Ravelry Group, Watch Datenshi Design. I'm even giving away prizes to finishers! Come on and knit with me. The KAL is for my two new patterns, Everdeen Cowl and Everdeen Socks. Currently we have few enough participants that pretty much anyone who signs up is guaranteed a prize. That's pretty good odds!  For the duration of the KAL, the two KAL patterns are on sale for KAL participants! You can buy them separately, or as part of a set at 50% (or more) off of the original sale price!
  • Thirdly! I have two new patterns! They can be purchased separately, or as part of an ebook for a nice discount. Both utilize an original lace and cable motif designed by me to resemble arrows in a quiver. The inspiration is Katniss Everdeen from the Hunger Games. The socks are one of my last Hunger Games inspired sock patterns in a long series of patterns that I have now been working on for 2 years! It has many very nice details, including two toe finishes, and design motifs that continue into the heels of the sock. Every aspect of this sock is fully designed. 

The cowl is my first ever cowl pattern...ever! It was such a pleasure to design...maybe you'll see me trying other silhouettes in the near future. Sweaters? Shawls? Gloves? The list of possibilities is almost endless. So many shapes to play with! It was nice working with DK weight yarn instead of my usual fingering weight. 

In completely other news, my newest little photo editor is about to turn 6 months old. Wow! How time flies!

Baby Hawke says: knit more, cuddle more!

Until next time~!

Sunday, October 6, 2013

Welcome to the world Little Hawk! The birth story of my gently born little guy.

 HAWTHORNE Sebastian Reynolds was born on September 25th, at 9:18pm during a successful, speedy homebirth. 8lbs 2oz, 20 inches long. We are all very happy to welcome him into our family. 
We love you little Hawk!
 Those who have been following my adventures in family, cooking, and knitwear may know that my first child, most commonly called Roo, was an attempted natural birth center birth that went a bit wonky and ended up being a very not-natural hospital birth. Pretty much everything I didn't want happened. I ended up at the hospital, attached to machines, with an epidural, pitocin, and almost had a c-section. Luckily she decided to make a move on and I was in transition when they checked me before wheeling me off to get cut. Sigh. In the end I had a healthy baby, which is the most important thing, but it was a 4 day nightmare full of disappointment, failure, and general fear.

This time, I decided I'd try something different. Different birth team, different location, different end goal. I chose a new team of midwives, decided to have a home birth (a home water birth if I could manage it) and to keep myself healthy, strong, and low stress enough so that I didn't have to worry about going to the hospital.

For the most part it seemed to be working. I was staying trim, healthy, strong. I gained almost half as much weight as last time (35 lbs instead of the whopping 65lbs of last time) was swimming regularly, and at the very end, taking very long walks. I ran all the way through my 7th month of pregnancy, racing my last races at 5-6 months pregnant (I did my last 10 miler at 4 months, my last 5k race at almost 6 months).
Here I am at the beginning of my 9th month after a successful 1/2 mile swim,
the standard distance for me during this pregnancy for a morning swim. 

Our life got a bit stressful as my ninth month loomed closer. Money became very tight, with not enough work coming in to keep us on top of our bills. Then, as I got closer to my due date, work came in overtime, with me stuck at home caring for our 3 year old with no help. I was worried the baby would come early, just because of all the stress.

This idea would later seem very very silly. Apparently, this little guy wasn't going to be moved so easily.

As my due date approached and then passed, I started to get worried. Baby had been head down in the final birthing position for what seemed like months, but was definitely WEEKS and WEEKS. I had constant pressure on my pelvis when I walked or tried to move around. I was sure the baby was coming soon. Braxton Hicks contractions were blending into real contractions that would taper off (false labor) on an almost daily basis. In addition to that, my midwives finally got around to sharing my GBS results...the week I was due! I had taken the test back at 36wks, but didn't find out the results until 39wks. I was GBS positive, which means that if my water broke early again, like it did with Roo, I'd be at risk for passing the strep culture to my child, endangering its life if I tried for a homebirth. If my water was broken for more than 12 hours, I'd have to go to the hospital. As it is, if I had been doing concurrent care as I had been with my daughter, they'd recommend IV antibiotics...which I really didn't want. IV's mean you can't move during the birth in the ways that you may need to in order to deliver without interventions. Antibiotics kill all the GOOD bacteria as well as the BAD. I had IV antibiotics with Roo and suffered with the worst case of thrush that took weeks to clear up holistically.
Here I am the day before Hawthorne's birth,
celebrating my 33rd birthday with a "sugar free" cake made out of paper.
My GBS standing had me on a NO sugar diet...a difficulty for a hobby baker!

But you don't wanna mess around with GBS. Its a bad mamajama that can lead to dead babies...if what you read on the internet is half true. So I didn't mess around with the treatment. In order to alleviate my risk, I doubled my dosage of vitamin C to strengthen my bag of waters. I eliminated sugar from my diet, including all simple carbs (no white bread or cereal). I upped my intake of green leafies and began eating sauerkraut and plain kefir with almost all of my meals (yum!...not so much). This was all in addition to the naturopathic remedies they had me taking [raw garlic with apple cider vinegar anyone?! How about some Olive Leaf extract. Then there's this fun douche...TMI I know, it was no fun T_T ]. I was pretty miserable those last 3 wks of my pregnancy.

Yes, 3 wks. Little Hawk didn't want to be born until I was almost a complete 42 wks baked.  He decided to best his sister for how long he could stay inside mama and was born 12 days after his due date.

Based on all the myths of second babies I had been hearing, along with my body seeming to get ready to birth sooner, the baby dropping "lightening" early etc etc I was expecting this one to be born early. Or at least earlier that big sister, preferably before my birthday, September 24th, which happened 11 days after my due date. Well, the New Moon a week before my due date didn't move him, neither did the full moon at exactly 41wks. I cried that day. I cried all day. I was actually starting to worry that my worst fears would come true AGAIN. Because if I couldn't birth this baby by 42 wks, I was prepared to take myself to the hospital and ask for induction. I know you can go beyond 42 wks and still have a healthy baby, but the risk factors increase astronomically after 42wks, each subsequent week making the risk factor for a stillbirth much much higher. Personally, I'd rather risk a failed hospital induction and C-Section to get a healthy baby out of me than risk baby not being healthy.

So what's a mama to do? Well, my next step was acupuncture.
I went to 3 sessions to "center" myself, which left me feeling very heavy, low, and after one appt, pretty depressed. But I think I needed to work through some emotional baggage I had been carrying around since Roo's birth--about myself, my last birthing, our family, our finances, our life in general--before I could birth this baby.  These sessions were followed by 3 session for "induction" purposes, to stimulate the uterus.
While all these were going on, I was having "practice" sessions every other night. These went on for 2 weeks. I hear this isn't uncommon for multips (second or subsequent pregnancies) but I wasn't expecting them to be as uncomfortable. Some of these sessions lasted hours, were in the middle of the day, and were as painful as early labor contractions. I guess in a way they were early early early labor. They also proved to be a good sign as to what time of day I'd end up going into labor, as I will explain in a moment.

My last three acupuncture appts were scheduled leading up to the day I'd finally start the herbal inductions set aside by my midwives, followed by the dreaded castor oil if needed, one day before I hit 42 wks. This was so that if it didn't work, we had enough time to try again before the situation became more dire. On the last day of treatment, the day after my 33rd birthday, we decided to give it one last good try. I ate spicy food, drank red raspberry leaf tea like it was water, went for a long walk around the Berkeley Marina, drove down the bumpiest road we could find (3 times) and had some "alone" time with the hubby...All before lunchtime.

And then things actually started to move.  At 1pm I began having contractions strong enough that I had to stop and pause. We began timing them. They were about 1 minute long and 12-15 minutes apart...not really much more than what I had been experiencing the days and weeks before, just a little bit stronger in intensity. I was expected at the acupuncturist at 2:15, just in time to start my herbs after the appt at around 4pm. First I cancelled my appt, then I rescheduled when Jeffrey convinced me it wouldn't hurt to go in, even if I though I might be in early labor, if only to help avoid the dreaded castor oil (I really hate the castor oil) later in the evening by getting my contractions really going.

So I went to my final acupuncture appt. I started having contractions as she put in the last of my needles along my spine. I continued to have pretty strong contractions throughout the session as I waited, 5 or 6 good ones during the hour I was on the table. Once the needles were out and we were driving home, they were coming strong enough that I had to hum through the pain, about 10 minutes apart.

Once we got home, I started up the herbs. I'm not sure what is in their herbal mix, but they call it "bring the baby" and I am assuming it was the same mix of herbs I took last time, just in a different configuration and delivery system. It tasted pretty awful, even chased down with honeyed tea.  I was to take this mix every half hour. My records show I took my last dose at 5:30...It seems I didn't need it after that.

The hubby wanted to go out to dinner, and had gotten our nook all set up to record my contractions with a portable energy source. I'm glad I decided to stay home and had the food brought to me, because I don't think I would have really been safe to go out. Real labor started shortly after they got home.

They returned at 6pm. As I got up from my birth ball to say "hi" my water broke. I thought I had wet myself, I wasn't sure at first, so I took care of the mess and then went to dinner. As I sat down, more water...and I was pretty sure it was my water breaking, not just a low baby head making me lose control. So we called the doula. My contractions were starting to get stronger, but again, nothing to really report to anyone. They were only 1-1.5 minutes long and 7 minutes apart. I figured I still had HOURS before anything would start happening (remember, last time I had broken waters for 4 days). I also wasn't 100% sure it had been my water. I think I was in a bit of denial that anything was actually happening, after weeks of thinking I was going to start up and having nothing come of it. My contractions were all strong enough for me to want to hum through them, but not so bad that I really felt anything more than pressure. They weren't really painful at all at this stage.

After dinner I went back into my room and got back on the birth ball, put my ipod on some relaxing music, and tried to work on my Stephen West Mystery Shawl. Roo hadn't had a nap, and the idea was that we'd get her down for an early bedtime while I went into labor, so that maybe she'd wake up and find a new little brother or sister. So Daddy was working on getting Roo-bug into the bath and clean for bed and story time when everything changed. It was maybe 6:45 when I suddenly dropped my knitting, jumped off my ball and changed positions to a standing bent forward position, hands on the bed, as I began to SCREAM through my contraction.

Jeff had just spoken to the doula and she was on her way, but she talked to him before this change had occurred. So she was going to run an errand before heading over to our place. She lives 30-45 minutes away in Concord. But the change, it was so quick it was like a switch was flicked inside my body, and everything went from mellow, pressure, not so bad to "HOLY F#$! THIS HURTS!!" There was now a chance the doula might not make it in time.

I had always though my epidural hadn't really worked last time, because I still felt pain. I now knew that it had been working just fine. I was beginning to experience what a true natural birth felt like.

So after a couple of these crazy screaming contractions Jeff comes in and says "should I call the midwives."
My best answer..."um I guess??"
"Regular number or emergency line..."
"IDK...what do you AAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!"
"I'm calling the emergency line!"

Which turned out to be a good call.  In minutes I was in the birth pool. The water helped with the pain and it felt good-ish at first. I don't know how long I was in there, but it was long enough for the first of the midwives, junior midwife Esther to arrive. Juli, the main midwife on duty that week, was stuck in the city. Team Oracle had just won the America's Cup, and the party was big in the city to celebrate...which meant big traffic. Apparently the noises I was making in the tub were enough to scare the midwife...she called in a back up midwife. She also had Jeff call the doula up and tell her that she needed to be there 10 minutes ago. If she didn't hurry, she was going to miss the birth.

I was told I was at -3 station. I was in a lot of pain, and hearing that didn't help.. I knew what that meant, It meant baby wasn't nearly as low as I was hoping it would be. It meant I still had a lot of pain until this baby was birthed...oh damn! But then in one of next comments to me she asked if  "I wanted to catch my baby"...I guess they could hear the baby moving down my body in my voice.

I'm sure it must have been an hour or so later, but time was pretty twisted for me, I'm not sure, but soon the house was full of midwives. The main midwife and the other main midwife in the practice who was off duty, both showed up at the same time as the doula. The back up doula and the back up midwife had showed up maybe 20 minutes earlier and were playing with Roo. I had 4 midwives, 2 doulas, a hubby, and a preschooler all in and out of the birth room at this time and all I could think was "I'm getting hot" and "If I try to change positions in this birth tub I might drown."

So as people were leaving, setting things up, etc, I was trying to get out of the tub. All while having contractions so strong I was trying not to sing opera during them (I actually started singing my scales from Women's Ensemble choir in high school during one. It's amazing where your body goes when you're in pain and trying to cope). I somehow managed to get out of the extremely deep birth pool and onto the bed. I had already started pushing. With the birth ball on top of the bed and me on top of it, I continued to push.
At some point the midwives could hear something was up and they asked me to change positions so they could check the baby. Apparently in an early check in the pool, Esther had noticed baby's head was tilted in my pelvis and set at an angle. So I got on my back, and then kinda on my left side with my right leg at an angle and something moved. I hear "this position is going to bring baby. You need to push through this next contraction, curl yourself into a "C" and push your energy down rather than vocalizing out."

Mama, Roo, and Hawthorne the day after his birth.
And less than a half hour later, little Hawthorne was born.  His head moved to just the right space and then his shoulder got a bit caught, but he managed to come out gently, whole, and without leaving any lasting marks on poor mama. I had very minimal tearing (no need for stitches) and a healthy baby boy who scared us a bit when he didn't start up breathing right away, but after a bit of oxygen and help from the midwives, he was fine. He didn't start nursing successfully until after his cord was cut, 2 almost 3 hours later, but other than those small things, he's been perfectly health, happy, and strong. He didn't have a name until the following morning, and we decided to give him our two favorite names from our list. We thought both had the gentle, romantic feeling that suited our baby boy with the gentle soul.
Here is Little Hawk at 10 days old.

 Even almost two weeks later I'm still trying to wrap my head around the idea that I  have a son.  He's growing bigger and stronger everyday, getting wonderfully chubby and round. I will enjoy watching him grow and change as I get to learn more about him and the person he will become.

Labor breakdown: approx 8 hours, start to finish. Baby born less than 3.5 hours after water breaking. < 3 hours of "active" labor with approx 30 min of pushing..easy peasy. 

Roo's labor by comparison: 4 days start to finish, with broken waters as first sign of labor. Failed midwife led herbal induction and caster oil. 17 hrs on pitocin in hospital followed by 2.5 hours of pushing...Ouch!

Wednesday, September 11, 2013

Oops, I did it again...Yes, I'm in Knitty Deep Fall 2013!

YES, I did it again! Exactly 1 year after my Knitty debut, I'm back in Knitty for their 2013 Deep Fall Issue.
Here I am with my oldest, Roo, during our Knitty photoshoot. She was Snow White. I was a lolita.  It was like Halloween in May!

Let me tell you all, it is hard keeping a secret. I started designing these lovelies this spring, I finished them in May, took photos, submitted the pattern to Knitty, and had to keep a lid on its acceptance all summer. Not easy, especially when you want to show off the really fun photos you took during the photo shoot :) 

Just before anyone gets the wrong idea, no I'm not really a naughty Catholic High School student...I'm a married mama of 2 in her thirties. I did get some strange looks when I was taking these photos, however, because I was 7 months pregnant at the time! 

It was tricky taking these photos and getting the right attitude while hiding my belly.  Not even the editors at Knitty knew I was pregnant in this shoot until I told them that was why there was no full body shots!
But enough about me, lets talk socks!

Ridley Socks were inspired by the character Ridley Duchannes from the Caster Chronicles by Kami Garcia and Margaret Stohl (Beautiful Creatures). She is a 16 year old siren chosen for the dark side, a misunderstood character who is not really completely dark or light in her actions or nature.

When I was reading the books, for some reason, I was imagining the combination of a Japanese schoolgirl/lolita and an All-American Cheerleader type.  I tried to reflect this idea in the design of the sock. Straight forward and demure in the front, sex kitten naughty girl in the back. Its like the mullet of knee socks. School girl stripes were a MUST, and of course, I couldn't resist making them in bright pink and gray!

I also designed two other lengths for these lovelies which I will have available for you all to download sometime later this week. Check back here for the specifics. Originally it was designed in two yarn weights, 4 sizes, and 3 lengths. I will re-release the full pattern next Spring after the rights revert back to me as a "for purchase" pattern (because that's a lot of extra work people, I need a little compensation). In the meantime, I plan on having available the Over-The-Knee and Mid-Calf versions of this sport weight stocking available as a FREE Ravelry download for the duration of this pattern's appearance in Knitty, a special "yay!" and "thank you!"  for all of you out there who want to give this sock a go. This will be a limited time deal, so I recommend you download it while you're able (it will most likely be disappearing as I get ready to release the FULL Ridley pattern for sale.

 In the meantime, enjoy the new pattern. Oh! and don't forget to visit my friends at Candy Skein to get some yummy sport weight yarn to knit these beauties up!

Some Ridley specifics:


S [M, L] in three possible lengths:  mid-calf and knee-high and over-the-knee (Knitty's instructions are for the knee high version) go download my PDF for special mid-calf and over-the-knee instructions.

Cuff Circumference: 5.75 [6.5, 7.25] inches relaxed and 13 [15, 17] inches at maximum stretch
Foot Circumference: approximately 6.5[7.5, 8.5] inches when relaxed 8.75[10, 11.25] inches at maximum stretch
Leg Length: 7 inches for above the heel for calf-length and 15  inches above the heel for knee high. Length is adjustable for fit and desired style.
Foot Length: adjustable to fit. Minimum length is 7.5 inches (US children’s size 13, Euro size 31)


[MC] Candy Skein Juicy Sport [100% Merino; 274 yds/251 m per 100g skein]; color: Foil Wrapper; 1 [1, 1.25] skein(s) for mid-calf length or 2[2, 2] skeins for knee-high and over-the-knee.
[CC] Candy Skein Juicy Sport [100% Merino; 274 yds/251 m per 100g skein]; color: Watermelon; 1[1, 1] skein for all lengths and sizes.

US #2/2.75 needles for working in the round. If using circular needles, you will want DPNs for working the gusset and heel.


28 sts/37 rows = 4" in stockinette stitch

46 sts/37 rows = 4" in [K2, P2] rib (relaxed)

Sunday, September 1, 2013

September is for New Socks!

Greetings everyone! Its been a while since I've written, but I've been super busy and I have lots of great new things to share with you.

Firstly, I am having a sale on Ravelry for the month of September. Two sales actually. The first sale is on my new Cinna Socks, just released last month:
Grab these lovelies at 25% off on Ravelry. Discount taken automatically at checkout. I'm calling it my Scintillating September Cinna Sale.

I'm also having a store wide sale on Ravelry. 25% off the purchase of any 2 or more patterns when you use the promo code SeptemberSale13 at checkout using your Ravelry cart.  You will need to type in this code at checkout in Ravelry before paying. NOTE: You will need a Ravelry account to view these sales and any other promotions.

I have lots of exciting news to share this month. I have another pattern about to go live on a CERTAIN site (I may share my own modifications to the pattern on this blog), and I also hope to have an Ebook ready for purchase by the end of next month! I'm currently working on a new pattern to add to that book right now, so I hope to have good pictures to share soon.

Also, I'm having a BABY. At some point. This month. Ideally. My due date is in less than 2 wks. So soon I'l l have exciting new little person news to share. We don't know the gender, and we're trying for a homebirth this time. We also haven't decided on a name yet, so be prepared for a BIG reveal.

Until then, knit on, be happy!

Sunday, March 24, 2013

Oakland Running Festival, 2013!

I had a great time with my family today at the Oakland Running Festival. Not only did I run my first (and probably last) half marathon pregnant (finishing time of 2:01:05!) but my daughter, Charlotte, also ran her first Kids Fun Run. She’s only 2.75yrs old, but tall and athletic like her mama.
Here we are at home before the start of the race:
Here I am still running strong at around mile 10:
And here is my daughter at the end of her race:
And here is my daughter chatting up a Raiderette (Oakland Raider’s football team cheerleader) getting a picture at the finish line:
Overall it was a great day for a race, if a bit hot. I was very surprised by my finishing time, as I assumed at 15 1/2wks pregnant, I would be closer to my 10:30 LSR pace. I wasn’t expecting to almost break 2hrs! I kept myself super well hydrated and fueled throughout, and was actually able to speed up during the last 3 miles, truly racing the last mile. I didn’t PR, I wasn’t expecting to--last year I ran this same event in 1hr 42min.
I love running this race because the people in Oakland are so friendly and so full of town pride and spirit. The mostly flat half marathon runs through some of the less picturesque neighborhoods in the city, but the people on the streets cheering us on more than make up for it. Overall, I think everyone in the family had a good time :)
I hope we can do it again next year. It might be challenging, however, as my belly dweller will only be 6 months old. Might be too hard on Daddy.

Thursday, December 6, 2012

Wanna know what I'm up to...go join my group!

I know it's been a while since I've had any kind of update, and I promise to try to be good in the New Year, but for now, here is a mini update.

I just started a new Ravelry group to track my exploits in yarn and knitting mayhem: Watch Datenshi Design. It'll be the place to go if you want to ask me questions about any of my designs, get assistance from others who've worked on one of my patterns, find out about what I'm planning next, find out about testing one of my patterns, etc etc. It'll also just be a place to chat about our favorite books and movies and other items of high geekery. Anyone is welcome to join, you just need a Ravelry account. I'm more likely to post an update on Ravelry than I am to go through the process of making a new blog post, so if you are looking for a quick way to connect with me, I recommend joining the group. I promise, I don't bite :). I look forward to seeing you all soon.

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